6:28 a.m. - 2005-10-18
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Contrarianism is indeed an art to be mastered. A picture to be shaded in. I've always found outlines necessary when I draw. I cannot shade without them. Gotta know the cliche box to think outside it, and no lie.
I have to realise how I want to roll in the grand scheme of society, be it with the hermits or shakers or movers or makers. Then again, I've never been one for definitive decisions. I see the rest of my life as one long rollercoaster ride of self doubt. I'm coming to accept that as a naked truth of the human plight. Self doubt ain't that hard to conquer, just get your regular dose of Oprah....I wish it was that easy! Well, I'm gunna sit back in my seat, relax and learn to love rollercoasters.
